when i return from vegas sometime in october or november will my last name still be fontan, or will it be frost?
HAHA!

so i've been dating a few guys in the past months, and i was starting to lose hope. till i met this one kid. ah he's just fantastic, we're total dorks together, share ridiculous stories, and pretty much hate all the same people. he has tattoos and makes me smile. oh and the sex is pretty great too. BUT, i am the queen of horrible timing. because of ( Read more... )

why do i still feel like this?
i miss him so fucking much...still. yeah i've been talking to other guys...but honestly i don't feel anything. it's hard for me to see myself getting as close to someone again. i feel like it was all a big mistake breaking up...it could have been fixed...i thought i was getting better. fuck i'm so pathetic....

how is it really over. On new years eve just fucking done. Yeah we were having some rough times and he was acting like an ass bit I still love him. It doesn't seem real and in don't like it. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I don't really know what I think about this yet but I do know that it sucks..... A lot.

so things have been going pretty well, like things are starting to really look up and i'm excited ( Read more... )

so zac and i went on an awesome vacation i went up monday night and we left early tuesday morning spent 2 days in Vermont and one day in New Hampshire and i just came home today. We did little awesome things like go to Ben and Jerry's, Magic Hat brewery, Cabot cheese, Vermont Teddy Bear, Polar caves, Anheiser-Busch and Champlain Chocolates (mmm) ( Read more... )

so i went down stairs in a tank top so my tattoo was showing, and my dad saw it, and completely fucking freaked. and said, wow what a piece of shit you're turning out to be ( Read more... )

I'M SO FLIPPIN' EXCITED TO FINALLY GET MY TATTOO TOMORROWWWWWW!!!!!

i feel like i'm gonna be like a little kid on christmas and not be able to sleep tonight.
whoot!

yeah thats all

about him.. i really am. haha ( Read more... )

my mom and i got into a huge fight right as i got home from babysitting...and i finally blew up and said i fucking hate school i don't want to go anymore. and suddenly the yelling stopped. and my mom just goes...ok. we'll look into temp agencies tomorrow so we can find you a full time job with benefits. and i'm just all kinds of relieved now. to ( Read more... )