PART 5 (last one x_x)herrbeilschmidtApril 28 2010, 11:24:35 UTC
What do you think of Roderich?
HahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaohmeinGott! That question sure saved the day! Have you ever tried to tease him? You should! It's awesome! Makes me laugh so much. He gets pissed so easily! That SISSY! Get that? Sissi! Hahaha! Oh, that guy! He really managed to rule over a lot of nations in Europe just by marrying! Imagine that! What kind of real man would ever act that way? He can't be a real man.... I've beaten him up so often! He didn't stand a chance against me! HAHA!
[Her nickname is the reason why Gilbert thinks that the joke on the word sissy is so damn funny]
What do you think of Elisaveta?Ah, from one Elisa to the other, huh? Austria's Elisa loved Hungary, did you know that? HAH! I sure don't get why. Alright, that woman (Hungary) used to be damn thought, I admit! And... yeahyeah, well, she's hot. Her looks, I mean! Ah, ok, and she did me a favour by letting some of my people escape in 1989, but aside from those things.... I don't like her. I know, many of you think I fell for her- sorry to
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That's true about the wall, but I think the situation would be different. It would depend on how far "back" the country went. I mean, if instead of breaking off into its own country with the Wall just there, we reverted to the old GDR 100%... yeah, that'd be a bit of a nightmare. Then again, since Ivan wouldn't want to put his pudgy fingers in everywhere, I'd be a lot better off. ...Ooh, that's a bit messy. Forget the wall, then. I'd like to have my cake (country) and eat it (visit my brother), too.
*gulp* You really want to know what he did to me? "Maybe it would do you good to talk about it?" That's the same card West pulled on me... Um... *shudder* Well. Generally, whenever that fat bastard got some idea in his head, I was his guinea pig. And he always had "fun" new ideas for how to make my life miserable next. At first, he starved me, so that was my first taste of powerlessness, right there. Okay, he didn't totally starve me, but I barely got enough to eat. On the one day that I snapped and actually asked someone to help me find
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Yeah, like I said, it got "better" from there, but the damage was already done. He had a ton of control over me that no one ever had before, not even any of my old bosses (at least, he had more direct control, you could say). He could starve me or stuff me (yeah, that's right, he once tried to fatten me up as a punishment and failed, thank God. That's just fucking gross) whenever he felt like it, along with a host of other things. Hell, he even made sure the Stasi were on my tail! My house was bugged like a hive! Hey, they spied on just about everyone (a bit of an exaggeration, but still), so of course they'd spy on their nation to make sure he wasn't getting into trouble! If they caught anything that Ivan wouldn't like (even complaints!), sure enough, Ivan would be at my door the next day, even if he just came to spook me instead of beating me up. On the bright side, his visits actually got further and further apart as time went on. I think I once went a whole year without seeing him at some time in the 80's (that year was relatively
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I always wonder why my brother gets along that well with him. But then.... I did once, too. We used to be allies after all! I'm still working on myself, so I can get back to that point again. Regarding the fear and the confusion when he's around. I must get rid of that! I've never been afraid of anyone before and I'm not planning on letting things stay that way! I don't want to be able handle his advances only! Grrrrr, thismakesmesoMAD!
[LMAO@ club X'D btw: go and look at his new journal layout! That unique style, that's never been seen before! Those colours, spoiling the viewer's eyes*shot*]
Anyway, that situation is the same for me. If we hadn't been allies, I wouldn't have come to Ivan with that deal, then I wouldn't have become East Germany (*gag*), and I probably wouldn't be here today. When I see him come around... it's kind of weird. I try to avoid him like the plague, but it's not like I explode into anxiety anymore. I mean, I definitely get the shakes when he gives me the inevitable "friendly" hug, and the anxiety is definitely still there, but I suddenly don't have godawful crippling panic attacks whenever he's around. Though one day, he stopped by in a weird mood (probably drunk again), and he made some references to some GDR-era things that happened between us, and... ugh, it wasn't a good day. Basically, if he shows any signs of slipping back into his past self, it gets bad again. Let's just leave it at that.
[Digging the new layout. <3 I might get shot for this, but flag colors or no, the old journal colors seemed a little too stark and depressing for Gil, somehow. Ah
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Na~, of course I don't 'explode into anxiety', too... comparing my reactions to some of the Baltics! But being afraid, no matter how small that emotion may be, is too much for someone like me! So he stopped by at your place being drunk, too? Maaaan, why can't he just leave us alone? But then again- one should face his fears, shouldn't he? Honestly... I feel a little bit better since that day! Hehe.
[No, you won't get shot since you're right. But the layout was just pro forma anyway. Changing the profile though, made me wonder, how much one can change about the journal style in general and tada~: this is what I found out so far. My Gil changed a bit during the last two weeks and I'm positive, that this was thanks to Ivan's visit. &hearts I'm still waiting for him at the party ;)]
My version of "that day" was probably a hell of a lot worse than yours, but I think that I'll be much more prepared if it ever happens again. Oh, I'll face my fears if he ever tries any of that crap on me again, drunk or sober...
[Hn, changed? How so? Guess I'm going to find out. XD He'll be with you eventually; I'm doing way too many things at once here.]
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HahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaohmeinGott! That question sure saved the day! Have you ever tried to tease him? You should! It's awesome! Makes me laugh so much. He gets pissed so easily! That SISSY! Get that? Sissi! Hahaha!
Oh, that guy! He really managed to rule over a lot of nations in Europe just by marrying! Imagine that! What kind of real man would ever act that way? He can't be a real man.... I've beaten him up so often! He didn't stand a chance against me! HAHA!
[Her nickname is the reason why Gilbert thinks that the joke on the word sissy is so damn funny]
What do you think of Elisaveta?Ah, from one Elisa to the other, huh? Austria's Elisa loved Hungary, did you know that? HAH! I sure don't get why. Alright, that woman (Hungary) used to be damn thought, I admit! And... yeahyeah, well, she's hot. Her looks, I mean! Ah, ok, and she did me a favour by letting some of my people escape in 1989, but aside from those things.... I don't like her. I know, many of you think I fell for her- sorry to ( ... )
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*gulp* You really want to know what he did to me? "Maybe it would do you good to talk about it?" That's the same card West pulled on me... Um... *shudder* Well. Generally, whenever that fat bastard got some idea in his head, I was his guinea pig. And he always had "fun" new ideas for how to make my life miserable next. At first, he starved me, so that was my first taste of powerlessness, right there. Okay, he didn't totally starve me, but I barely got enough to eat. On the one day that I snapped and actually asked someone to help me find ( ... )
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I always wonder why my brother gets along that well with him. But then.... I did once, too. We used to be allies after all! I'm still working on myself, so I can get back to that point again. Regarding the fear and the confusion when he's around. I must get rid of that! I've never been afraid of anyone before and I'm not planning on letting things stay that way! I don't want to be able handle his advances only! Grrrrr, thismakesmesoMAD!
[LMAO@ club X'D btw: go and look at his new journal layout! That unique style, that's never been seen before! Those colours, spoiling the viewer's eyes*shot*]
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Anyway, that situation is the same for me. If we hadn't been allies, I wouldn't have come to Ivan with that deal, then I wouldn't have become East Germany (*gag*), and I probably wouldn't be here today. When I see him come around... it's kind of weird. I try to avoid him like the plague, but it's not like I explode into anxiety anymore. I mean, I definitely get the shakes when he gives me the inevitable "friendly" hug, and the anxiety is definitely still there, but I suddenly don't have godawful crippling panic attacks whenever he's around. Though one day, he stopped by in a weird mood (probably drunk again), and he made some references to some GDR-era things that happened between us, and... ugh, it wasn't a good day. Basically, if he shows any signs of slipping back into his past self, it gets bad again. Let's just leave it at that.
[Digging the new layout. <3 I might get shot for this, but flag colors or no, the old journal colors seemed a little too stark and depressing for Gil, somehow. Ah ( ... )
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So he stopped by at your place being drunk, too? Maaaan, why can't he just leave us alone? But then again- one should face his fears, shouldn't he? Honestly... I feel a little bit better since that day! Hehe.
[No, you won't get shot since you're right. But the layout was just pro forma anyway. Changing the profile though, made me wonder, how much one can change about the journal style in general and tada~: this is what I found out so far.
My Gil changed a bit during the last two weeks and I'm positive, that this was thanks to Ivan's visit. &hearts I'm still waiting for him at the party ;)]
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[Hn, changed? How so? Guess I'm going to find out. XD He'll be with you eventually; I'm doing way too many things at once here.]
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