what to do what to do. I've been practicing what to say. practicing not being a 'bitch', being sensible, being sensitive. I am these things anyway. You don't even know. Just waiting for Kim to show up. Waiting to tell him. Waiting for Jack to Call. waiting to view the place. Waiting for Paul to call. Waiting for him to do anything. ( Read more... )

Long talks with Ela aren't always good for my current state of mind. How close we've been to death, the silly things we say to boys, the strange relationships we may have with them, whether or not a wordy alcoholic can actually walk the walk and not talk the talk. I talked about Deb. Always about Deb. I'm never over her. I really need to talk ( Read more... )

watched a horror film with Anna last night.  Very entertaining which is saying a lot.  Possibly one of the oddball horror films that are pretty good, which is rare.  the film was Splinter, in case you need one to warch.  Makes me thankful for that not existing.  The last book I read was a memoir about a crackhead who made it into law school.  I'm ( Read more... )

I slightly smell like smoke due to stupid teenagers smoking outside of caribou.  I miss James.  I wonder if he still lives in royal oak.  I don't think I'm ever going to finish that sweater, Im' not sure why I started.  I'm definitely not finishing the quilt.  The colors don't go together anyway.  The cats stink. especially the basement.  adult ( Read more... )

snap goes the weasel

 I am this much closer to free: [-------]

Strange things are occuring.  Very very strange things.

On a side note, I need a job.  The Detroit area seems to not be hiring.  I may be moving.  again. 

 Ran across Ann Coulter again..

Good lord that woman is evil.

Boy, did she make me mad. 

that reality shows involving supermodels are stupid.

that advocacy works.

that religion is a wonderful thing that brings people together through hope and community, it's just not always the hope and community I need.

that music is one of the better forms of communication.

that my family rocks.

that the world is beautiful through a natural, ecological ( Read more... )

 2 month recall ( Read more... )