Look. I made the right decision. The only reason he was still around was for sex, or for me to pay for him. Well now he has a new job. I wanted to wish him luck with his new job, but now I don't. And what the fuck is with Barb and Jess? Apparently we aren't friends anymore. I'm not invited to the pool, to Sea World, to concerts...nothing. And I'm ( Read more... )

First off, I'm crazy confused. I mean I thought we had a great talk and things might work out, but now it seems like it was just that...words. I mean it sucks when you think someone is more honest after they've been drinking, then any other time. We don't have the same conversations other times as we do when we drink. And that sucks...a lot. ( Read more... )

So, Monty and I aren't together anymore. My decision, but he didn't really argue it. I know he's wanted it for awhile now, but apparently didn't want to hurt my feelings, or lose me as a friend. I just couldn't do it anymore though. So many secrets, and things seemed to regress back to us being friends with benefits. I was sick of being a part-time ( Read more... )

EDIT:
Things have been discussed, and changes shall be made. It was for sure a reality check. But we are going to try it one more time. Good Luck to us. ♥

I just don't know, but I started crying on my way home from walgreens tonight. I guess I thought I was done being sad about this...guess not. I just started thinking again, and so many things ran ( Read more... )

It was too much to take on for me. I'm not used to failing at all ( Read more... )

If you say I can register December 2, 2005, then at Midnight I should be able to click click click my little heart out until I have all my classes! But nooooooo, I can register December 2, 2005 at 9AM! Well now that I've stayed up till 12am, only to be disapointed, I'll sleep through 9am. Gay. If I don't get my classes, I'll be upset and probably ( Read more... )

My car decided to give up on me today when I was driving Sarah and I to Valencia to turn in her application and get financial aid info. We made it to the Pinehills exit. We sat on the off ramp for a few minutes (watched a cop go by and not stop to ask if we needed help) and then I started it up again (by some miracle) and we made it to a ( Read more... )

I'm in the Atlas lab at VCC West. Neither of my professors e-mailed me back about missing class yesterday. Maybe later on today I'll get something. I'm gonna stay on campus instead of going home and coming back for my 3:30 Bio class. This way I will actually study for my quiz and possibly get a good grade on it. I need all the good grades I can get ( Read more... )

God Publix is so ungreatful ( Read more... )

Yesterday was loads of fun...

I dropped my dad off at the airport at 5:20am, and I get to keep his car till Friday when he comes back. He's in Kansas for work.
Being I had to be up early to take him I pulled an all nighter with Monty; And after I got off work at 11:50pm (50minutes over) I stayed up and we hung out. That was good times. I didn't end ( Read more... )