add new journal. still_untitled.

modified journal into a simple black on white text screen. nothing special. no bio. no interests. no icons. attempted to delete every entry. took too long.

i leave tomorrow. i'm excited but not. excited because i actually get to leave this city. but not excited because i have to work. i hate work just as much as i hate everything else. so yeah, i hate it way more than i should. why should i hate something so unimportant? why should i hate work? why should i hate certain songs? why should i ( Read more... )

man lastnight really fucked me up mentally. i'm fine now, but lastnight i hated everyone and everthing. looks like no more passing out in the closet for me.

da pestilence

today i got completly wasted and passed out in our closet. when i woke up i was the most mentally fucked up person ever. not intoxicated fucked up, but "oh man, i hate my life i wanna die" fucked up. now i'm actually a little depressed that i'm not dead.

da pestilence.

wow, i feel like i'm in high school again. which admittedly i had fun in high school and tower for that matter. but as a whole, give me jimmy urine's underwear anyday. but then again i think that'd be my responce to a lot of things.

da pestilence.

everybody better come to our party on the 11th! it'll prolly be the last party we throw for a while because of the whole brett/seattle thing. the "party" lastnight was actually pretty cool because it was just people just chilling. the cloud was lovely ( Read more... )

after drowning my everything, including my dignity and my nut sack for that matter, lastnight in alcohol i find myself not wanting to drink chemicals at all. NaCl, H2O, you get the point. but i honestly don't know why i'd be drinking sodium chloride in the first place. i guess i would if i wanted to die ( Read more... )

i just finished the jack and now i'm working on the bacardi o. too bad the stuff tastes like shit. but hey, it's all we've got (except for the leroy which is bretts and the pucker which brett mentioned himself working on tonight.)

orange flavored alcohol isn't exactly my cup of tea.

MC Schism
da pestilence

today went by rather quickly. i had a late lunch because we were all waiting for In and Out which Tower paid for, cha-ching for Wyatt. and i know none of you know what i just quoted, and i'm fine with that ( Read more... )