So yeah....i think way to much....and i hate it...i mean come on why did god curse me with this over working itself brain that i have? couldnt i just go with the flow instead of thinking about shit all the f-n time? when i think god it blows.....and everyone around me knos that i have a problem...THEN i try to get peoples advice and i TOTALLY ( Read more... )

So yeah i dont kno what to start talkin about...so december was a bad month...january has been ok...new years was fun....hung out with Jim Monica JennyBenni and Kristin...went out to eat them over to a party....some kid they all went to school with...then we went over to Jackie and Erics lil party...well his cousins....and drank and drank and drank ( Read more... )

yeah i dont kno when i last time i typed anything so yeah things are good with me and ryan....uh me and julie and the girls are hangin out tonight....try to have fun....have had cramps for liek 2 weeks now...cant be good...but whatever im must be messed up on the inside...i guess...but yeah im out....

yeah over at ry's on his computer...listenin to them play....went to the mall today...bought annie 2 pairs of pants but she sont like them...uhh gage was with us..that was a trip in itself...lol...it was fun...yep thats all i really did today...now i think i might hang with julie not to sure whats all goin on...just figured since i was a lil bored ( Read more... )

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it just sucks to kno that for the last 13 years of knowing someone you dont kno them...at all....and that one person who you thought you loved and you thought you cared about...and you'd have their back no matter what even if that ment you could lose yours...you would drop all those feelings and not think twice if you ever want to see them again or ( Read more... )

First best friend: i dont kno anymore...ill say jamie ( Read more... )

yeah so....hmm i dont remember where i left off...i guess it really dont matter...im bored as fuck and mom and dad are bitchin at me...but then again when dont they right?...so anyways i get up at like 7 today becuase the airport people are comin tomorrow to do our windows...YIPPPY...not! BECAUSE i had to move EVERYTHING around in my room... and ( Read more... )

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yeah havent been writtin lately....been busy...or hangin out with the boyfriend...weve been doin real good...uh..have to get out of my house soon...because my mom and dad treat me like im 5 so...me and my friend dan are movin out....we went apartment shoppin yesterday...ryan dont like that to much but i have to get out ya kno? julie hates me for ( Read more... )