i lost 1.7kgs that is 3.7lbs in one week so thats okay, i had a goal of 2.1 kgs per week (strange number but it will get me to my goal)
but i will get to my goal of 50 -45 kg before i start my senior year at the end of january

i just love this saying

sticks and stones will break her bones but words will make her starve herself.

so fucking true, be careful what you say to people... u could kill them

well right now I'm lossing weight and its good but exams are coming up and I can't concentrate on anything.... I don't wanna fail but I don't want to be fat anymore.... I don't no what to do...
eat and be unhappy or not eat and fail....
I don't no what to do

i was so hppy the other day when i posted but i put 0.9kg on over the weekend..... i hate the weekends you have to eat ( Read more... )

okay i think i have lost about 1.5kg in 4/5 days just restricting.... im going well,
i can do this. 5kg in a month but i would rally love 8kg but s is the min

who needs food? not me rite now, rents better not mess it up... :(

well i have no friends so i doubt any1 will read this so im just going to vent
im not hungry! i didnt eat all day but then i got home and instead of just NOT eatting u no what i did? of course i ate!!! i ate 250/300 cals it could of be 0!

well add me if you want, my journal is sad but im going to keep writing...