I dont understand what is wrong with me. I thought this was what i wanted that it would be better for me. Why do I do this? Im never content with the relationship im in and then when it ends i just want that person back again. I need to stop having idealistic expectations of what i want in another person, because then im never satisfied with what i ( Read more... )

dwelling on the bad from time to time

The longer you've been in it, the better you get at it. Learning routine, formats, what Professors expect, how long you know you can procrastinate shit, study techniques, going in to office hours so your professor knows the face not just the name. If only i could go back to high school i would dominate and blow my 3.6 out of the water, because high ( Read more... )

I dont know how im going to fucking survive this semester

Im very excite about being in vacaville for like a month starting tomarrow, well technically today.
but anways just letting everyone know

I am sick of feeling like a treadmill, perpetually walked on.

ugghh....

back to hiding in my room

back to hella doods in my house

back to my shit being eaten/driken

back to the smell of dank 24/7

back to nobody doing dishes and a gross house

back to the stress of everything school related.

However, i am also back to sara who saves me from chico and its chiconess and i dont know what i would do without

Sometimes I feel I compromise myself for Chico, and i dont like it ( Read more... )

It was at a winery in Sonoma and it was so beautiful

The Maid of Honors speech

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I open my front door to about seven dudes in my living roomm, who i dont know, who are obviously my new roommates friends, but he is nowhere to be seen. Then I walk into my room to start my 4-6 page paper with which i have to incorporate about five different things, where my window directly faces the backyard to hear my roommate along with at least ( Read more... )