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saintangelsin

Back to Black

Jun 20, 2007 22:37

Well, I wasn't expecting to make a post on live journal tonight, but here I am doing such. This evening, I did my workout for 40 minutes on the treadmill. I walked and jogged while I watched Camp Lazlo and Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. I think I'm ready to do something like aerobic classes or something. My motivations for losing weight and ( Read more... )

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smegmacheez June 21 2007, 05:14:08 UTC

Hmmm...aren't we playing hard to get? Like l mentioned before, put on DM's ''lt's No Good'' and he'll be putty in your hands. And l don't mean if you press his face against the Sunday paper, an image of Snoopy will appear on his cheek and forehead.

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 15:22:42 UTC

haha. thank you smeg for the idea. Perhaps, I'll put the song on a mix cd or something.

atomic_moog June 21 2007, 11:42:04 UTC

People are weird. That's all I can say. Especially men who seem to be confused over what they want, and as a result they say or do one thing and at the next moment they say the complete opposite. Well, I'm not saying that women are any different...THEY ARE ALL FREAKS!!! I'm glad I'm not one of them, and I don't think you are either. We are just visitors...from our little La-La Land where everything is just dandy.

Anyway.... I think it's great that you are excited about getting in better shape, because not only does it affect the physical appearance but it also affects the mind in a very positive way. I don't mean it as a shallow statement - I honestly think that you are doing is fantastic and very admirable because it does take a lot of willpower.

I have to say, I really don't like Amy Winehouse. There's something about her that I just can't stand. Brr.

(Hi Megan! x)

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 15:21:17 UTC

I agree that people are weird. Nice to know that we're visitors from La-la land. I just figured I was from Neptune ( ... )

atomic_moog June 21 2007, 16:35:18 UTC

Wow, talk about mixed signals. If he's not confused then I don't know what's going on. And I don't really know what is the right thing to do: to give him time or to corner him questions? Maybe both to some extent. All that is to say that I would be as taken aback as you are about the whole issue. It's very confusing when there's someone you connect with on deeper level and then something happens and you can't find any rationale behind it. It's weird and it's hard, because it often means that there are feelings of some level involved.

Thanks for sharing the story with me. It's good to hear what's happening in your part of the world. Or in your world, to be more precise. :)

Yes, it's definitely cool to be a little shallow at times - and I am! Everyone should be. I just meant that, well, exercise is good for you. It can be very rewarding.

I actually prefer Lily Allen over Amy W., though I don't really find her that exciting either. I know, I'm hard to please.

(Yes! Without a doubt!)

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 17:13:17 UTC

Glad to know I'm not the only one who would be confused haha. At times he implies that he does like me very much but doesn't want anything right now because he's still trying to figure things out. Then at other times, it's like he doesn't want to get involved because he's afraid of hurting me or that he'll have to leave sooner or later. (that whole uncertainity issue) or he is like I don't feel the same way you do ( ... )

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xkissablenquiet June 21 2007, 15:04:49 UTC

good job on the exercising. keep it up!!
i don't know how you deal with parris..i would have probably punched him in the face by now.

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 15:29:21 UTC

Thank You!!!! Now I just need to start my dieting, well I kinda have, and just go full speed ahead.

I'm not sure how I'm dealing with him either. I mean one moment it feels like there's something and the next moment, he's distant. Maybe I should try slapping him in the face haha. Really though, I think I just have some damn good patience. I'm slowly learning not to take him seriously, which is a good thing. I think all of this is really just some game now and I'm too stubborn to lose.

antisocialxgrl June 21 2007, 16:49:22 UTC

We're working out for the same reason :-P

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 16:58:55 UTC

Awesome! *high five* Well, keep up the good work. I'm sure we'll reach our goals!

girl_xxx June 21 2007, 17:50:43 UTC

relationship stuff like that can be so tricky. i was in a relationship (before i met my husband) where i was hanging out with the guy all the time, going to shows together, getting coffee together...you know, everything you do with someone you're "with". later, he told me he had been in a really difficult relationship recently and just needed to be alone...not be attached. which i was okay with but at the same time it was too difficult to hang out with him because i liked him a lot. i ended up not seeing him much and began dating around a little and then he came back and wanted a serious relationship. stuff like that can just be really tricky; there is no right or wrong answer, but you also can't allow yourself to feel hurt.
of course, in my situation i ended up living with him/etc. and he cheated on me the whole time, but that's totally different.

saintangelsin June 21 2007, 18:12:12 UTC

Yeah you're totally right. I'm trying hard to not allow myself feel hurt. Yet, I feel some sort of angst. Maybe it's just the frustration that I can't get any haha. Granted, I've never gotten any to begin with.

and your story is somewhat familiar in terms of other guys I've tried going after. I think what makes my story a bit tricky is how I met him. (see my second comment to my friend emmi...) I think I'm learning that odd lesson that you can't make something serious out of something if you take the person home with you first.

The nice thing is that I can celebrate my singleness when I go see Morrissey in a few weeks. Maybe Moz could give me advice haha.