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[saintangelsin]

Well, I wasn't expecting to make a post on live journal tonight, but here I am doing such. This evening, I did my workout for 40 minutes on the treadmill. I walked and jogged while I watched Camp Lazlo and Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. I think I'm ready to do something like aerobic classes or something. My motivations for losing weight and

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[saintangelsin]

Glad to know I'm not the only one who would be confused haha. At times he implies that he does like me very much but doesn't want anything right now because he's still trying to figure things out. Then at other times, it's like he doesn't want to get involved because he's afraid of hurting me or that he'll have to leave sooner or later. (that whole uncertainity issue) or he is like I don't feel the same way you do.

Maybe I should give him some questions and then just stay away and let him come to me. I'm somewhat tired of chasing and honestly, I'd rather be chased. Maybe if I stay away enough, he'll start to miss me or stop thinking I'll always be around. One thing a friend recomended was that I tried to pick someone up while hanging out with him. If he gets jealous, then obviously Parris needs to re-evaluate exactly what I mean to him.

I have to laugh last Saturday, he was hanging out at this bar with the shallow, intellectual snobs from the bookstore. They were discussing the movie they had just seen or something. I'm there at the exact bar by myself. I don't really say anything to him unless he said something to me while getting a beer. I just had a beer and hung out with the bartender, who I am friends with. I decide to play pool and Heather (my friend who's the bartender) got one of the guys who works the bar to play pool with me. I actually won that game of pool which was sweet. Well, the next day, Parris is over at my house and I told him how I won playing a game of pool and he said "yeah I noticed you were playing a pretty sharp game." Now I find this funny, because he was like 20 feet away from me. He must have been watching me the whole time or something. And now I'm wondering, why was he watching me play pool when he's so much all about hanging out with people and talking about supposed intellectual shit?

I'm a little shallow too! Remember, we're music snobs. well, supposedly we are haha. and I know what you mean about the exercising bit. It is really rewarding.

I used to be crazy about lily allen, but I think my pathetic ex-roommate ruined her for me. I was a fan of lily for like a year and then my roommate started listening to her and it pissed me off. and Yes you are hard to please haha. But then again, I'm picky too. Speaking of music, are you excited about the new Dave Gahan solo album?

[atomic_moog]

Oh, you should definitely let him do the chasing for a change. Personally I'd probably just stay away for a bit. I don't know about the thing of picking up someone in front of him, because I feel that might be a little too scheme-y, like a game or something. Well, it's hard to say. There's no blueprint for what to do.

Hmm, he positively didn't totally ignore you when you were at the bar if he payed attention to what you were doing. I mean, he totally ignored you with the way that he acted and that's just rude, but it seems he did think of you in some level.

Yes, no harm in being a bit of a music snob. But I have to say, I'm not excited about Dave's new album at all. I didn't like the previous album and I just can't see him doing anything interesting, really. I told you I was hard to please! :D

[saintangelsin]

Glad you like my idea/plan. I won't pick a guy up infront of him. But I won't ignore other guys if I happen to be at the same bar as he is at the same time.

I'm not really excited about Dave's new solo album either. I'm more like hoping he'll do a club tour in the states this fall though. I did like his last album, but it took a while to grow on me and it's something you play late at night.

there's not much in music these days to get very excited over. Perhaps, I'm missing the boat on something.