hmm yah. i started over. add me back if you care?
my new name is.
sagebot.

fuck fuck fuck. today was completly awesome until just now. and now i feel like complete shit. i really just dont want to exist anymore. its to difficult for me and i handle handle it. i cant handle anything. fuck. die.

ok. first week of school is done. first of all. school is the most expensive thing ever! damn, ive spent over a thousand dollors on supplies alone. i freaked out on the first day casue i didnt have enough and had to call my mom and she had to put like 500 bucks in my account and calm me down and stuff. i just feel really bad. casue shes being so ( Read more... )

im really tired. even though my school doesnt seem that hard. its really wearing me out to do so many new things at once. i was feelin really shitty earlier. but im a little bit better now. im glad i got to see hen hen and jeff and zoe tonite. either someone hacked into my livejournal or livejournal fucked up casue my account got totally screwed up ( Read more... )

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks!! today is my first day of school. im sooooo nervous. i get really shy and stuff when im around new people. i hope they arent mean to me! man. i hope i dont die. i get out at 9:30. then im hanging out with people who will make me feel better. wish me luck!

im back from canadananada. it was fun even though i freaked out a little bit. the show was fucking amazing. if you dont already listen to los straightjackets, then go do it! now!! it was totally weird being in a bar. didnt order any drinks, but i could have, and it was strange. hmm. yah. i had a really really really really good time. it took ( Read more... )

well. its officially my birthday. and im in a pritty damn good mood. suprizingly enough my family actually got me presents. whic is cool. and they had a little birthdya for me and everything. i love my family more than life itself. i went to dennys with zoe a little bit ago. it was nice. saw some of the oly kids. they actually talked to me, it was ( Read more... )

ive been crying all day today. i dont see it ending anytime soon. i havent felt this hopeless in a long time.

yaaaaaaaay! i made my first desktop picture! i now hen hen and i have the same desktop!
lookie!

http://home.comcast.net/~atomwarlock/untitled.jpg

i really have no clue why im updating so much. maybe casue i have no life. but oh well. im sitting at jeffs rite now. its like 3am. i just got done watching 8 mile. was pritty dissapointed. graveyard shift ended up not playing last nite. that was pritty bummeristic. not to mention the stupid boys from the sadie hawkins rejects called jen, julie, ( Read more... )