ahhhhhhh the hospital lady at south suburban hospital just called and said there's an open bed so im leavin now. omg omg omg omg omg omg i am soooooooooooo scared right now! i dont wanna go! k, try callin me tomorrow at the hospital to get my mind off this! cuz uhhh yea! haha scared! very scared! anyways, call me. 815-953-2762 love ya all! *safia*

yup, still sick and suffering here. went to the doctors on tuesday cuz my throat hurt really bad and he's like, u got tonsilitis. and i got like 2 pills to take and i should have been fine by that night or the next morning at the latest but there was no reaction to the medicine at all. it was kinda getting worse. well, todays thurday and i went ( Read more... )

well thats how i feel and i wanna really scream but itd hurt too much to do so. oh yea, im sick by the way. haha went to the doctors (i go to the doctors for everything, cough, stuffy nose, if i sneeze twice in one day...striaght to the doctors! haha) cuz my throat hurt like uhh well u know what, and yea. hes like i have tonislitis. and i started ( Read more... )

cassie meantioned feelin left out at times and i just wanted to say that ur not the only one. i feel the same way at times. ill just feel like i dont fit in or the people ill be around with wont make any effort to help me out in the position either. like ill be in the room with 2 people and they'll carry on with a convo for like 20 min and not ( Read more... )

hmmmm well i went over to ang's this evening cuz she came home from cali/rhode island. i was soooooo happy to see her cuz its been soo long..too long. but shes back and im just really happy now! we all went over to pat's for a bit and chilled there... uhh crazy! haha lesbians, lesbans, and more lesbian activities goin on! hahahaha god i love these ( Read more... )

today was a fun day... me colls and allison went out to the mall...saw some supposedly hot guy from chicago heights... hmmmm????? haha went out to sebastianos and colls stared at luke lots and lots while his mom glared at us! hahahaha it was SO his mom! we went to pat's and chilled there for a bit and hmmm i have a bad memory... ha uhhh oh yea! us ( Read more... )

sigh.. im bored. i just got home from a party out in oak forest. it was alright i guess. fun but we didnt do much so it was gettin kinda gay. plus i didnt know most of the people there. it was my friend's boyfriend's friends and they're all like 18 and goin off to college. kinda scary how im only 2 yrs from that i dont even know where im goin or ( Read more... )

grr now that last entry got me thinkin about brian hancock so im just gonna talk about it cuz it'll make me feel better. i was EX best friends with hillary greiner and i would be at her house like everyday. brian hancock lives right across the street and their families are really close. like one big family really. and brian was best friends with ( Read more... )

damn.....i woke up, and obviously no brian h. but i talked to him online so that made me feel a lil better. hillary got back home a few days ago but am i gonna call her?...no i considered her my best friend, but my best friend would have at lest talked to me about trying to make me and brian work because she knew how much he meants to me, both of ( Read more... )