dunno
sigh.. im bored. i just got home from a party out in oak forest. it was alright i guess. fun but we didnt do much so it was gettin kinda gay. plus i didnt know most of the people there. it was my friend's boyfriend's friends and they're all like 18 and goin off to college. kinda scary how im only 2 yrs from that i dont even know where im goin or what im doin...or whos gonna be there? now that im gonna cry, haha just playin. i was supposed to go out with brad ceci and brian hancock (guy im in love with but we cant be together) but things were gettin messed up cuz he had all these friends over and i was sick of waiting to see if we were gonna do somethin so i was just like fuck it, im goin to that party instead. ill explain things about brian later. i dont feel like crying now cuz i will if i think about it. its like 12:33 now and im really really bored. hmm what there to do now? ha nothing. ok well im gonna bounce. lataz! *safia*