Wow, I haven't been here in a long time.
Maybe this is the end, maybe I'll come back again.
I just don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know how to accept people coming into or leaving my life just like that.

If all my worst fears fall through this new year.
Then those words will be under my skin.
Close to the heart.

Everybody got their someone to turn to when in need.
People got their boyfriend.
Or their bestfriend.
Or their normal friend that they just like more than me.
Who do I got?

That's right.

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ANGST.

20th birthday.
America, fuck yeah.
Cat guard.
Rave cruice.
School camp.
Nitrous oxide.
Tattoo.
Pizza dates.
HIV-test.
Wangling.
Surströmming.
Seating.

And that's my explanation to why I haven't uppdated in almost two months.

I wish somebody could love me the way I need to be loved.
I know I am loved. By all of my friends. More by some people than others.
But still. I am loved.
But the quote still echoes my mind.
The one you love and the one who loves you are never ever the same person.
But then.
Always love.
But.

We did a pact.
We wouldn't let guys get in the way.
We'd still do girls night out.
We wouldn't become the ones that ditched their friends.
Now I'm all alone.
All I want is to scream.
You don't promise something you can't stand by.

My cat. My cat. My cat. My cat. My cat.
MY CAT.

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I'm content but I'm not.
I'm free but I'm not.
I'm tanned but I'm not.
I'm me but I'm not.
I'm happy but I'm not.
I'm loved but I'm not.
I'm hungry but I'm not.
I'm running but I'm not.
I'm understanding but I'm not.
I miss you but I don't.
But I do but I don't.
But I do but I don't.
But I do?