one night of "fun" followed by 2days of sorrow. don't ask long story. need answers. living in closed quarters with someone and never speaking to eachother causes walls to build and this building is definately crumbling and crashing down. it's a shame. why did i allow it to get to this point. tomorrow may be better...right now i just feel like ( Read more... )

motherhood is a bitch...but hey someone has to do it. to top it off i go to school from 8am to 5 pm tues -sat...and wait tables at night from 530 to close (12 or later) so i barely have time to be a mom, more less a good girlfreind to the one i love. lesiure time is a necessity it is the only thing that wards off insanity. which i am on the verge ( Read more... )

braid. YEAH! get to see them on thursday...stoked! i have not been to a quality show since i have had Katiebug...so this will be great. roadtrip to OKC with ryan and good music...living together puts a damper on "fun"...especially with a hyper child on board. so this will be refreshing...a much needed break from this pisshole of a town. more later!

feeling better today. got some closure and some uncertian answers to my questions but all is good. timing sucks right now. entry's not making sense today but oh well. i wish you could swallow a pill that would give you strength and courage to do the things you really wnat out of life. i'd take a whole bottle...and share with a loved one.

they say you always hurt the ones you love the most...why is that? shouldn't you love them...and save all your spite and hurtful actions for the ones you loathe. i suppose if that was true at this time in my life i would be staring down the nose of a smoking shotgun....alone. unloved and unable to love because everyone with the exception of one and ( Read more... )

is it of fairy tale proportion to expect to have fun on st. patty's day? i mean i love the color green but i look ridiculious when i wear it..plus i'm tall...and being called jolly green giant all day gets old fast. well this day has been a total bummer. my aunt whom is my close friend moved back to town...we had a dinner party (which sucked!...too ( Read more... )

my computer is back from the archives and has many stories to tell...but that can wait till morrow...must sleep.

i hate nosey hurtful minded extended familoy members..especilly when i have 7 of them in a room telling me how to raise my kid so she won't be screwed up like me....gurrr. my mom did a wonderful job on me i may not be cookie cutter good girl...but that's my own fault...i'm an individual not a reflection of my mom. yes i'm single and a mom...and ( Read more... )

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FIRST SHOW THIS SATURDAY...

the brute' medium (L.A.)
and local talent.

starts at seven
3bucks at the door

on tenth and tyler behind blackstone cafe!

be there.