i do not exist

i do not like the person i am becoming. My sexual frustration has reached a new height. i am now blaming the world when i should be blaming myself.

i need to lose weight

i do not exist

i do not exist

i feel like i do not exist.

i don't want anyone in my life anymore.

Is anyone in my life?

i want to delete my FB so bad, but too any other things depend on it.

i want to delete people. Nearly all the people. i might do that.

i am turning my back on everyone.

you all betray me and make me sick.

fuck it. i am done. from here-on-out, no one gets chances. i am sick of feeling like i don't exist, matter, or just not worth it.

fuck you all.

I bought Corri and i tickets to see mewithoutYou. She makes me the third wheel and gets stoned. Then she lied about it because she knows it bothers me. i am not letting her do these things to me again. i am tired of not mattering and being disrespected ( Read more... )

I hate myself and want to die.