Ah, sweet freedom, you do not look the same through plexi-glass.

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Discharge = this weekend hopefully.

=D. now all i have to do is get my fat ass down to 100lbs (12more to go) and somehow escape from going to IP in vancouver.

sade_xox: Lauren.. im sorry for bothering you again but i am so depserate. I miss pa so much.

Im so sorry i broke the rules. I forgot that posting youtube vids under a cut was against the rules as i have not been on the site very much lately and did not know about the new rules. when i was warned it was for "soliciting adresses" i didnt know ( Read more... )

Im sorry. I cannot do this anymore. Im not going to be dramatic. Just something simple, i think i will slit my wrists in the bathroom. Im sorry Lauren, Nikki, Sarah, Maggie, Mele, Roslynd, Libby, Hayley... I cant do this anymore. I am so alone. I have absolutely no one to talk to. I cant stand laying in my hospital bed all day crying anymore. I ( Read more... )

FUCK

i might be going to IP. Im not even underweight. im fucking 113lbs. fuck.

Im so sorry i broke the rules. I forgot that posting youtube vids under a cut was against the rules as i have not been on the site very much lately and did not know about the new rules. when i was warned it was for "soliciting adresses" i didnt know posting youtube vids was wrong because alot of the girls do it.

Please, is there anything i can do to ( Read more... )

There's this angel that I know,
Who loved to dance in fields of gold.
He took my hand, and held it tight.
Helped me on my darkest nights.

With golden hair and chocolate eyes,
He turned to me with such surprise.
He pulled me close, and kissed me so,
Touched me in ways you'll never know.

But then a tear escaped his eyes,
How come I'd never sensed the lies?
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108 =)
hope i can maintain it til sunday

i  have decided that everyweek (on sunday to be exact) i am going to set
mini-weekly gw's that i will try to reach by the next sunday.

CW= 112
H= 5'3.5
GW1= 110
GW2= 105
GW3= 100
LTGW= 90
BMI=19.5

april 13 (sun)= 112
gw by april 19th= 110

my prayers are with you lovely_bone5 (and her family)
we will always miss you.
<3

So today is a day I can see going down-hill.
It's rainy for one, *depressing*
and my school is cold.

So an ana friend of mine tried the salt-water lax thing and said it worked pretty good for her
Only side-affect, bloating for a couple days.
After reaching my first gw yesterday (115) I ate a bunch of veg pizza and cashews
I felt in dire need of some ( Read more... )

heyy lovelies,,

just feeling kinda lonely,
(not to mention fat)
binge binge binge
would appreciate a lil support/
someone to  talk to to get my mind off of
food, or how gross I feel.

enya_slaton@hotmail.com

ss&tt beauties
<3