i feel like i am already overwhelmed with this semester. I have my first test tom for my 240 class and I am already freaking out!! Its anatomy. My teacher is being nice and splitting up our chapter in sections so there will be more tests but I have been studing and I don't think I will do good. I do not think I can remember all of it ( Read more... )

okay so i still have to go clean my OLD apartment. yes, my one bed room still has food in the fridge, the bathroom is still gross. ewww mang, i really don't wanna clean that place, its not disgusting or anything. i'm just no looking forward to cleaning up my old mess, when i haven't even finished putting clothes away here and i've lived here like ( Read more... )

i have straight A's. i'm on the deans list third semester in a row. things need to keep getting better

lately i have been thinking about you. alot. i am not really sure why. you've prob noticed i've tried contacting you somewhat every now and then. i wonder why i think of you so much lately. i guess my heart hasn't stopped beating. sometimes i have hope, but i truly do no that it would never happen. i'm not waiting for anything, i just sometimes ( Read more... )

my new place almost caught on fire today, i would have been an electrical fire. the fire department came. told us we needed to find somewhere to stay until things are fixed. i haven't even lived there 12 fucking days. i am so fucking pissed. i'm basically homeless. i have no idea what the fuck i'm going to do. i have exam this week and next week. ( Read more... )

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its feel so good to walk to east coast and the soapbox to meet up with ppl, have a beer, and then walk home, because i am officially moved into my new home in downtown wilmington. i love it alot. :-D

i really am lonely. i remember i used to hang out with so many people and have fun all the time. lately all i do is keep to myself, lay around watching movies, getting online for way to long, read, TRY and sleep even tho i just lay in bed because I can never sleep, but when I do its hard to get up... its depressing. i really just want someone to ( Read more... )

Sarah and I are moving on July 6th to a very nice appartment here in Downtown Wilmington. Its 1700 sq. feet. Its really big. I am so excited for hard wood floors, 14 ft. tall ceilings, big windows with great lighting, my new bedroom is bigger then my living room i have now. Its a three bedroom but its going to be just sarah and I. GAHHH i am SO ( Read more... )

I've been in such a haze lately. I'm lonely. I really am. I'm exhausted all the time. I'm broke. I feel like I am in need of new friends who are adventurous and actually like to do things in the day and don't procrastinate. I only no maybe 2 ppl that are ready at any second to do anything. Thats how I am all the time. I would just rather go at the ( Read more... )