bleh
I've been in such a haze lately. I'm lonely. I really am. I'm exhausted all the time. I'm broke. I feel like I am in need of new friends who are adventurous and actually like to do things in the day and don't procrastinate. I only no maybe 2 ppl that are ready at any second to do anything. Thats how I am all the time. I would just rather go at the second. I love my friends but I feel like I may just miss old friends. I talk to my friend Mark today, I miss him alot, I haven't seen him since christmas, and maybe for only like one or two days. before that, i can't remember when i hung out with him last. and Brandons gone in Florida now. ehh, I can always count on those two. I also kind of want a boyfriend. I've been single for a long time now, I haven't even really "talked" to anyone. I talked to one guy here but it didn't last long at all. we were not right for each other. I also really neeeeeeeed to start going to bed earlier on weeknights. I drag so much during the week. i don't even "go out" on weekdays. I mean i go get coffee, shop, go running, hang out with ppl, and random shit, but I do not drink during the week. and usually I don't even do anything. I'm like a fucking hermit. I sit at my house, listen to music, sit on the internet, read, and nap. my week life is far from exciting. yep. thats my list of complaints for the week. yep.