Today, whilst sitting across from my psych doc I actually broke down, crying. That is very unlike me. Normally I am a rock. But he said something that resonated with me so strongly that I could do nothing BUT cry ( Read more... )

This morning as my dad tapped on my door in a sad attempt to wake me from slumber, I was caught in one of those continuous dreams. The kind that doesn't end until it gets really good and then poof! you are suddenly wide awake grumbling. It was set in an ocean town, cold and grey. I was overlooking a beach from a small fishing pier when I saw my ( Read more... )

I need to sleep. It always feels like I am pulling my own teeth when it comes to falling asleep everynight. I just don't like it. I would much rather stay up into the wee hours working on the things I have failed to complete during the day. Every morning I get up and drive to work, showing up 30-45 minutes later then everyone else. Once I get into ( Read more... )