Well, today at school was ok, i guess, nothing major. omg, just saw a HUGE BUG!!!!!! EWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! lol, anyways, when i came home today my mom said she wanted to talk to me. She told me about a week before today that if sonny (our dog) bit anyone else, he would be put to sleep. Well, he bit Chad, our nextdoor neighbor. She said that she was ( Read more... )

Well, i almost committed suicide today, but obviously didn't. I was sooooo depressed! It's the worst i've ever had in my life! So, i was allowed to stay home today. I went to my bedroom and slept most of the day, and it was GREAT! I had the most WOUNDEFUL DREAM EVER!!!!! It was by far the best dream i've ever had!!! So, now i'm normal again, well ( Read more... )

Well, i'm here at school, in the library, as usual :P except this is third hour, Mr. Harness's class. He let Christina and me come over here after the assembly. It was kinda cool. I was supposed to wear red today cause i'm a soph., but since i wasn't here yesterday i didn't even know if we had an assembly. But, anyways, I'm having an ok day. I'm ( Read more... )

well, Jason wasn't online tonight like he said he would be, which totally suck, cause he never comes through for me, even though he's supposed to be my spiritual helper! grrrr, i'm so fucking tired, and i don't even know why! Plus i've got school tomorrow! And i pissed off Rob(an online friend of mine)!grrrr! i just wish i could die in my sleep and ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, guess how i'm feeling tonight! that's right STRESSED! AGAIN!  I know, how pathetic am i to be stressed out about school?!?!?!?! grrrrr!! it makes me soooo mad that i can't deal with things! plus, steve is ignoring me again! this just makes me want to cut again! :( But, i promised a friend i wouldn't. And i NEVER go back on a promise! ( Read more... )

Heaven's gift to me just the way you are ( Read more... )

omfg!!!! yesterday i was looking at his (steve's) profile, and and i "accidentally" clicked on send him a message, and so i did! I mean, how stupid am i?!?!?!?!?!?! He'll probably just lie to me again! ugh, but i can't seem to stop wanting to cling onto him! :( i just hope i won't get hurt again. ......sorry all, i have to go now :(

~*PRISCILLA*~

Well, since this is my first post, it might as well be a positive one! :P Well, to tell you guys about who i'm talking to, i'll explain. I met this guy online about 2 months ago. He was super nice and sweet! Then i had my crisis. It was more a spiritual crisis than anything. I just need to go somewhere and do something, i didn't know where and what ( Read more... )