Oh, I'm still around, though a shadow of my former fangirl self...
I still have tremendous guilt over leaving 'Sharpness' unfinished, because it said so much about all of the things I feel about John - and had more to say. I remain determined that I will one day complete it.
Have you seen the John spoilers out there? I'm not sure how I feel about them...
I'm totally unspoiled - I have no idea and I don't want to know. I do however, want some answers. It's Supernatural so nothing is perfect but I would so love to have John shown in a positive light again (it doesn't have to be a rainbow but...)
I would love you to finish Sharpness. It is such a good story and I want to have it finished. I understand why it hasn't been easy. It is a challenging story and an ambitious one. But there is more to say and you know how to say it.
If you ever need a gentle nudge, I'm there. I do re-read your old fic though, it gives me a pick me up when I need it.
I'm going to re-read Sharpness from beginning to end...and there will be an end to Sharpness. *hugs*
It is wonderful to hear some positive (ish) comments about the big guy, isn’t it? After several seasons of whatever that was… spite towards JDM? Just ridiculous. And I do get tired of the fangirls whining about how miserable John was to his boys. Now, we don’t know at what point John found out about Azazel and his special kids, or how much he knew - but if you take the position that he found out early on that Sam was a TARGET, wouldn’t a life on the road, keeping a low profile, staying off the grid, be the ONLY choice you could make? So, the boys didn’t get Hallmark Christmases. A lot of kids don’t! And if John was gruff and uncommunicative a lot of the time - hell, if he was carrying all that info around in his head, along with feelings of survivor’s guilt, PTSD, grief for Mary - doesn’t it make sense? No, he wasn’t Ward Cleaver. Old Ward would never have survived under those conditions
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I still have tremendous guilt over leaving 'Sharpness' unfinished, because it said so much about all of the things I feel about John - and had more to say. I remain determined that I will one day complete it.
Have you seen the John spoilers out there? I'm not sure how I feel about them...
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I would love you to finish Sharpness. It is such a good story and I want to have it finished. I understand why it hasn't been easy. It is a challenging story and an ambitious one. But there is more to say and you know how to say it.
If you ever need a gentle nudge, I'm there. I do re-read your old fic though, it gives me a pick me up when I need it.
I'm going to re-read Sharpness from beginning to end...and there will be an end to Sharpness. *hugs*
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