Comments | saana_13: I HATE THE WORLD!

saana_13

I HATE THE WORLD!

Jun 28, 2010 21:53

I wonder if I just build walls between myself and the world and things around me... Maybe I do... I know I have the tendency to shut out things that I decided against but it not just protesting against something but my way to finish things and move on ( Read more... )

complaining, random

Comments 7

londyna June 28 2010, 21:30:48 UTC

I know it's hard because sometimes we can't do the things we want for many reasons and the things we had planned doesn't go the way we want. But you have to decide what's the right thing to do for you and your family.
ok I'm bad at helping but if I were you I would think what's better for my family... but that's only my opinion

saana_13 June 29 2010, 05:05:15 UTC

I know that this is what I should do, it's just till now I always did what my family expected from. Not really wished anything (especially anything which costs high) and now I want this one thing and once they say yes, then they say no... It's hard cause I build up my hopes and looking forward to it then it hurt more when they change their mind...
But I guess I'll have no other choice in the end then getting a proper job, collect money and wait one more year with uni...

sweetdreaming13 June 29 2010, 00:16:34 UTC

Hello ( ... )

saana_13 June 29 2010, 05:12:03 UTC

thanks:) I'm happy you try to help me:) And I really don't want to give up on my dream now that I found it so I just look for that opened window...:)
once again: thanks a lot!:)

sweetdreaming13 June 30 2010, 00:48:44 UTC

C:
you're welcome, what would be of this world if whe didn't help each others?
good luck! and do your best! i hope things go smoothly from now on! :]

elenilovesyou June 29 2010, 07:00:13 UTC

does your country have things like student allowance? or is there any way you could get a scholarship or something

that sucks because everyone should be able to go to school :( come here as an exchange student

saana_13 June 29 2010, 07:10:03 UTC

yeah, we have but it works like this: 6 years are payed to anyone which means you can go free but you can use it only once on the BA level and once on the MA level of learning and I already finished a BA leveled course so now I have to pay for the other BA level course I want to learn now. And all the universities have different kind of scholarships but those who has to pay for the uni can't get any... I don't know who was the genius who found out this... :S it just sucks...:(