I had so much I wanted to say... so many important things.

And frankly, this is probably the only place I'll say what I mean. This way I'm your friend on facebook but you didn't get that update explaining the billions of ways I hate everyone all the time... Even my select few.

Don't really feel like there's anyone I can talk to. It's pathetic really... But all in all, everyone's better off when I'm alone, M'not being emo here, I've noticed... people are happy when I'm gone....much happier... I prefer it all-in-all

I think maybe I push people with a combo of over mean and over nice... But I can't find middle ground -_-

Everytime I read anything I write on here I just feel so funny about it xD... I mean none of this ever lasts more then a hour but still I write it down, look back and think do I really sound like that? I am so glad I never decided to be a wroter, I'd never finish anything because I'd correct everything way too much... that's too serious... that's ( Read more... )

The weight of it all... the pointless reasonless sadness... randomly visit my pointless reasonless life... is too much too often.

On that note... why does writing make you feel better even if you expect no one to see it?

I'm so annoyed with everyone and everything, it's maddening I just want to shut out the fucking world most days. I'm always tired, I often think that going into a coma for a month would be the best possible solution, might even quit smoking afterwards, because the first six months are the worst. I don't enjoy anything anymore, it's all bitter, I ( Read more... )

The only thing worse then be called a name is realizing they're right.

Sanity is the Bi-Product of Drugs

'I thought you were dead!' '...I got better'

Tommorrow's your birthday? congradulations one year closer to impending death... ^^

things that are said that stuck with, in a funny way

Well, it seems whenever I'm given a sure chance to be happy, I fuck it up...

This cold wont go away even alittle bit for fuck sakes

and a third thing happened, seems EVERY MONTH ON THE MONTH, three bad things happen...

why isn't anyone out for everyone else..? the only ones are people too crazy to be actually speaking for the ppeople, the rest are sell outs liar and power grubbing mad men...

It's all so sad, I hate the way our world treats itself...

Made a home for myself, it's neat and stuff, my mom was all teary eyed and sad... it's sorta annoying O_o

I guess I'm too lonerish to really care