so i get to go out with my beautiful girlfriend tonight. we r going to see transformers 2 and something else. it is going to be really great. i've been playing a lot of WoW lately. other then that haven't done much. working atleast friday and sunday. i hope that i can work the 4th also so i can get a full 40. but whatever. i'm going to check if the ( Read more... )

So its been over a year since i"ve posted on here. thought i"d update whoever still reads here. im back living at home 4 the moment. im still working at penske in holland. im dating a wonderful girl, Sam. i bought a car last june. its a pontiac grand prix. i play a lot of World of Warcraft! other then that i work friday, saturday, sunday. im off ( Read more... )

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! becky is engaged. i dont know even what to say. i am never actually speechless but when i found out i was. it's not even that i am sad. i am really happy for her. but in the same instant really worried. they havent been together very long and they seem to argue alot. but i guess if they are happy thats all ( Read more... )

yeah so i am lost in this world but i guess that happens.

the  last couple of weeks have been crazy. two weeks ago wednesday i dropped a cabinet at work and got suspended for 24 hours or two days. that was crappy because i thought that i was going to get fired. i still have my job which is outstanding. me and beck are doing good. she is really stressed about school but i have been helping her in math and ( Read more... )

so totally love becky. she is so amazing. she got up at four thirty this morning to take me to work. she puts a smile on my face every time i think about her. i hope that she can understand how much i love her and care about her. i really don't know what i would do without her. isn't it funny how you are living your life and everything is just fine ( Read more... )

yeah so life is complicated. i love becky alot. and i would love to be with her. but i know that her and shawn are going to go out again. and i want to be shawns friend. but it seems like no matter what i do im not trying. i wish there was an easy button for this but theres not. i hope that everything works out but i dont know how to do that while ( Read more... )

so my life is crazy. i went to shawns party and had a great time. i did get wrecked though. mind you i had got up at 4:30 am on saturday then worked 12 hours and had two trailer matches with matt. at the party i shadow boxed with shyne. wrestled with josh, roger, jeff, and matt. matt suplexed me and i smashed my head on the ground. when people were ( Read more... )

so i am a complete douche bag. i fucked so much shit in my life up. i knew that i had no right to like her but that didnt stop me from liking her. now i know that i fucked up one of my best friendships that i ever had and i know that it will never be the same. i do love her though and i know that i shouldnt because she is my best friends ex. but i ( Read more... )

wow so i have had a hard couple of weeks. a lot of shit has happened. i dont even know how to start. shawn and becky broke up. matt and i stopped talking and started again. shawn and i didnt talk for a long time. we are hanging out tomorrow. i started dating becky and no one knows. well thats not true some people do. but the one person that should ( Read more... )