I am losing my mind officially...I can't stand it. I feel so completely alone and am just depressed. I am not trying to be captain emo here, just need to vent. I have plenty of things to be thankful for in life and I know that and will always know that, its just hard for them to matter right now. I miss her so much and I don't know what to do ( Read more... )

Well, last night i left Columbia a 10:30, met my brother at home and drove to KC with him. This morning they removed her respirator and she left us at 11:25 a.m. Everyone was there, like she was waiting or something. Just wish we could have said goodbye and actually talked to her. I don't think anyone had actually talked to her since Jan 8th which ( Read more... )

Mom not good, flew home from Colorado, last night could have possibly been the worst night of my life. gut wrenching feeling of helplessness staying in her room with what was going on. The flight home was terrible, its all terrible right now. I told everybody that I couldnt spend another night in the hospital this night, so I cam home around 10:30 ( Read more... )

Meh, I hate logging in just to complain again, but I can't sleep. My mom is still sick. The first time she was in there it ended up being a kidney infection and she was there for 8 days. It killed me to see her like that, not able to talk or shivering and sweating from a fever, but finally she was going home. The medicine for what she had could ( Read more... )

You taught me everything ( Read more... )

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In honor of another birthday I have updated my userinfo again ( Read more... )

So I've always heard them scratching inside my walls and on my ceiling, but I was always too tried to really think anyhting of it or never thought they would come into my room. Yeah, a mouse is hiding somewhere in here right now. I shut the light off to go to sleep and then I heard a weird scratching noise in my closet. I moved some stuff around ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while since I updated last. I have been really busy with not doing school, but telling myself I will and work. I have some tougher classes this semester and some aren't going as well as they should. Nothing looks terrible right now though. I just got my first test back in Literature and the human lifespan (writing intensive). I ( Read more... )