wow so it has defantly been a while,and so much has gone down! So anyways everything has been goin pritty chill! I just went to a meeting for MCC. wow im goin to collage already. idk kinda scary, but i saw some fimillar faces so its all mellow! any ways me and Josh are doing GREAT. wow i love that kidd w/ all of my heart. I get to see him today. ( Read more... )

How can a nite (last Nite) go sooo umbelieveably great. idk even know how to explain it it was just great. some parts sucked but those problems where worked out somewhere durring the night. So please tell me how can by walking into the door something going to complete SHIT. How can the tears keep comming and the words that should have been left ( Read more... )

lol okay idk why i just put that as the subject but whatever back to the point of this conversation in which lauryn started!!!! lol ( Read more... )

laurn i would like to thank u first of all.... im really sorry that i wasnt much help with the whole situation. tommaro i mite be tho!!! i love u babe ( Read more... )

WOW i am soooo full... kinda full/sick, u know how that is at least one time in ur life. So yeah ne ways lets not talk about Tammy's bodly functions!!!! lol. Well me and Josh (my baby) r doin great.. i love that kid with all of my heart *sigh ( Read more... )

So yeah welcome back to me.. i guess!!! Well i just realized something, i know now why i hate beaing home so much. Its beacuse one i wanna see my friends and my boyfriend. but its also when i have shit that i dont want to think about, i always seem to think about it when im all alone, or at home ( Read more... )

Omg last nite was the bestest nite ever!!! I got to chill with my baby Josh, and lauryn jason jessi wow Just everybody by the end of the night!!! Well i was sopposed to see jason's wedding but i was in Scottsdale dealing with some stuff.... so umm yeah thats all im gunna say on that subject ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

Today omg was THE BESTEST DAY EVER!!!!! One i got to see my baby =) he came all the way on the bus from chandler to see me @ skwl!!! That just totaly made my day!! And then when i was done with my classes and went to lunch i got to chill with him for a while.. then it was to history!!! But it was mellow cuz i got to see him when i was out of skwl ( Read more... )

Thease last few days have been kinda draining, and annoying at the same time! I talked to my dad last night when me and my mom had our lil "spewl." idk i really miss living there. Just knowing people i grew up with, and things i remember when i was little. and surfing... omg do i miss surfing. In some ways i wish i would have stayed, but then when ( Read more... )