Mar 23, 2005 21:09
Today omg was THE BESTEST DAY EVER!!!!! One i got to see my baby =) he came all the way on the bus from chandler to see me @ skwl!!! That just totaly made my day!! And then when i was done with my classes and went to lunch i got to chill with him for a while.. then it was to history!!! But it was mellow cuz i got to see him when i was out of skwl!!!All i can think about is how lucky i am to have such a great guy. =) baby i cant wait to see u tommaro!!!
Well after skwl and sutch Lauryn, Jason and Mikey came over and chilled at my house.. it was so chill. lol mike kept getting mad cuz me and lauryn and jason where texting back and fourth!!! hahah i love it. Oh and lauryn i just noticed something.. u gave my boyfriends shirt... (which im wearing rite now.. god im sooo pathetic) and then i gave u *purples* jacket and u where wearing that lol! god us gurls! hahah i love it! lol and lauryn loves my TaMmY miX.. lol im drinking one rite now!!! =)
So yeah my friend Jessica G sent me a invatation to her baby shower on April 1. idk she's been a pritty good friend since i moved here, and i guess i feel really horrable cuz like i feel like there should have been something i could have done to prevent this from happeneing. =/ idk it was kinda weird how we got back in touch.. i saw her at the mall and i walked passed her w/o reconizing her. But then she was all hey tammy and then i saw her and something wasnt right... and when i said goodbye my mom kinda hit me on the head with the harsh truth that she was pregnet. Surley enough 3 days later jessica called me and told me everything. In a lot of way's i admire her beacuse she's my age and she is pregnet and is gunna have the baby. Idk i guess i never thought that it would happen to my friends.... i guess i just miss when we where lil kids and just not caring about ne thing. What happened to those days? Well in all honesty im really scared to see her agian and going to the baby shower... i soooo worried im just gunna break down, cuz shes always been a good friend and now i have to see her in a totaly different light. Idk how im gunna handle that. Shit idk how she is gunna handle it.... idk all i can do is be there for her right... =/
Peace love and crabs
TaMmY
AkA Peanut butters jelly