Oh yea, as if it wasn't bad enough that Winston died, Lizzie died last week and I found her.  I heard her walking around her cage and bark.  I was right next to her and awake when she died.  And I didn't notice and I left her all by herself.

menavi I DUNNO IM SO CONFUSED
GluecklichLlama I can tell
menavi ahhhhh, well, Tom and I know it won't go anywhere though, cuz of the distance
menavi see here's the thing, I know the kind of guy I want.
menavi I'M NOT DATING THAT GUY
menavi I thought I was, but I'm not
GluecklichLlama Neither Tom nor Paul?
menavi Well, Tom sorta is, in a lot of ways
menavi  ( Read more... )

I'm really just gonna bitch, cuz I have no where else to bitch. And I don't care what anyone thinks, this is for me. And yea, it's filled with self pity, so deal with it ( Read more... )

So yea, I really don't have anything to say except it's the end of school. I also figured that I'd post SOMETHING since the last time was I got on to say my dog was dead. Yes, I am alive and well since then. Although I'm still very sad, my life will go on ( Read more... )

I'll never forget hearing my mom say those words today:

"Winnie didn't wake up this morning."

He's gone forever.

Well, my little baby is back at home and apparantly he's acting like nothing ever happened.  But I talked to my parents and here's what they said.  Treat him no different except:

1.  No more treats

2.  Low sodium food

3.  Can't be out in the heat anymore

4.  No more long walks or anything that can exhaust him

And general precaution.  Oh yea, one ( Read more... )

He is eight years old and wow, I never really thought about it, but that's old for a dog. But I still call him my puppy and my baby and my little Winston, cuz he looks like a baby! And he'll prolly only live four more years at the absolute most. If his heart doesn't kill him first.

Congestive heart failure. My little baby had congestive heart ( Read more... )

I really hate that I'm still up and I TOTALLY could have gone to sleep like, an hour 1/2 ago. WHY AM I STILL UP!! Anyways. Put up new facebook picture. It's me and chuck being musical theatreish. He doesn't like musical theatre, just the stuff I do. Anyways. I wish he was on facebook dammit. That's all, ta ta for now, I'm really going to

So, I'm sitting in the dark in my room with shots and paul and we watched a movie about two hours ago and we've just been talking since then. It's been a lot of cunt juice. Actually I was going to say fun but that's what Paul said. Sarah is reading this outloud in a really breathy voice. It's kinda sexy. Paul just kissed me. And I liked it. ( Read more... )

So yea, I'm talking to Kevin online. I do NOT wanna hear it. But in case you are one of those people that would say something, I will tell you this, he's moving to New Lenox apparently not far from where I live because he's going to be working in Orland. ::gulp:: it's cool ( Read more... )