On the walk home from BART tonight I thought long and hard about the last time I was truly happy, and I figured that that was almost two years ago, when I was still a blond. Way to make yourself cry, Shea.
It's not that, because I love being a brunette. I just was thinking back to the last time I remember being happy, and it was when I was sitting in a pizza place with Yuriy the week we moved up here, and I was like... "Oh wow, I was still blond then. DAMN I haven't been blond in a very long time."
Yeah, actually, I gotcha. My last happy time was likewise years ago and my hair was down to my waist at the time...and now I have it nearly two feet shorter for a Darker Than Black cosplay, haha.
...You know hair color has nothing to do with it. Sorry if that sounds blunt, but dying your hair back won't bring you sudden peace. I'm sure you realize that on an objective level. You've been working on it, and I hope you find what's missing inside to keep you from being truly happy.
You're a trooper. I know things'll work out for you. We're always thinking of you, you know! If you ever need to get things off your chest, you know where to turn. ^_^
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*goes back to cursing at his cosplay-cut short hair*
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