i just watched true life: im living in iraq. ive been trying to not focus on iraq stories lately, but today i couldnt help myself. i sat and watched and i was fine in the beginning. and then they cut to this girl, she was 22 or 23, a 2nd lieutenant, and her resemblance to my sister was so scary. listening to her talk about her experience just tore ( Read more... )

so i've visited saint joseph's, unc wilmington, and jmu and i think i've made my decision ( Read more... )

today i curled up with a book and sat outside on my porch and the sun just felt amazing and i was so happy.

i need summer to get here fast. i almost forgot how amazing this is....

there are so many things bothering me lately, so many little aspects and its all piling up and making me so unhappy i figure maybe i should just list it and put it out there.... i dunno
( long ventingness )

why am i always so lost. i dont want this anymore.

MY BRAIN ISNT WORKING AND I AM HAVING THE WORST CASE OF SENIORITIS IMAGINABLE RIGHT NOW SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways here are the promised ( updated tattoo )

( i got my tattoo )

( *classic* )

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i've been ignoring the stresses and realities of my life too much lately and i feel like everything is slowly starting to fall apart, and pretty soon ill hit a point where i won't be able to handle anything anymore ( Read more... )