i am very lucky to be alive after this weekend and for my own record and memories i feel inclined to write about what happened ( Read more... )

someone needs to give me drugs that will motivate me. its like 2 weeks into the semester and i have yet to touch my books.

adderal? anyone?

i'm at home to see my sister and everyone else. i got to see my niece. i'm so in love. it's weird being home htough and knowing its the last time we will all be together for a year. i don'tlike the feeling ( Read more... )

politics put me on the verge of tears. i hate talking about iraq. i hate knowing that my sisters going back. i don't want to have to go another year with not seeing her, always worried. no family should have to go through it. it's not fair.

tu me manque:(

my first neice was born! her name is kaydenc elisabeth. she's beautiful. i can't wait to go home and see her. CONGRATULATIONS crystal and sean!

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i sleep less. i cry at random things. i'm restless. i'm anxious. apparently this whole going away to college thing is starting to get to me. i don't want to say goodbye. i've started to set aside the things i'm bringing with me. my room is a disaster. clothes everywhere. pictures. regular crap. days are going by fast. i only have 12 left ( Read more... )

summer feels like its over. i've been so preoccupied with being unemployed and wasting my days away with shmif[yay for both being unemployed;)] and my nights away with random incidents that time has dissapeared. in 2 days i leave for hawaii for 15 days ( i am not complaining) and then i get home and have around 2 weeks before jmu's move in date. i ( Read more... )

( boredom" )