Haven't written anything in awhile ( Read more... )

Roll along
Pushed along
Keep it full
But keep it coming

Rolling down hill with my brakes on
Rolling down hill with my brakes on
Stand still just long enough to change directions

Someone poured beer in my purse.  A lot of it. It ruined things. It hurt my feelings.  I got that gross feeling of being picked on while riding the school bus ( Read more... )

The MTV unplugged version of Human Behaviour is on.  This song has taken on a new meaning lately.  I've been listening to it quite a bit in all it's forms in different venues.  I play it on my ipod. I play it at the strip club. And now it just popped on at work courtesy of Pandora and I'm very glad it did.

I want to talk. Tired of writing to ( Read more... )

I'm eating juicy Rainier cherries and listening to Witch.  I am feeling good.  I'm in a new space mentally and physically.  My new room is white, crisp, clean, uncluttered and mine.  It's bright and peaceful and it puts me to sleep. Deep sleep. I feel rested and new.  For the first time in over two years, I have a space that is solely mine. Not ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning angry. Pissed.  No feeling refreshed.  No feeling rested.  It was instant. Open my eyes to the morning. Angry. Roll over and see Ben. Really angry. The logical side of my brain wasn't kicking in.  It was all emotion.  I kept trying to balance myself out.  It wasn't happening as easily as it usually does.  It's really fucking ( Read more... )

Went out last night to meet up with Kiyah at Dante's.  Hadn't seen her in awhile and needed a little old school friend action ( Read more... )

Name on the line. Here and here and here.  I've never been so willing to write my name on a piece of paper. Papers signed. We're set to move in on the 2nd or the 3rd.  It's a step toward a direction. The future feels blank. No intention at this point.  Other than being a bit selfish for a bit.   It's time to focus on me a little. It's very near ( Read more... )

No internet radio today.  It's apparently a day of protest.  On a day when I really wanted to fill my melon up with music, I'm left very much unbalanced ( Read more... )

I just got the news.  We have a place to call our own.  We're going over to sign the papers tomorrow- due to move in around the fifth of July.  The stress factor just dropped a few notches.  *AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*