when i get angry i need to let it out. i tried to let u know how i felt about it all and tried to show u i was your friend. and even when i tried to do these things i still felt pushed aside. i never want to hear myself say u have a lot to prove. i just want to hear myself telling u that i never stopped caring, i just stopped trying. because i was sick of being the only one making that effort. i have tried so many times to pick up those pieces of our friendship, which really starting falling apart before u left for sac, but u never noticed. i gave up. and i am not one to give up. but when i found myself crying so many times over the fact that anything to do with me was the bottom of your priorities, i had to. i looked to myself. said what am i doing wrong. why can i not hold onto one of the best friends i have ever had. why does she not give me to respect that i give her
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I was always proud of you, kiddo. And we'll always be friends, no matter the distance or time that passes.
Email me every once in a while, okay?
And though it is still a good ways off, I want you to be at my wedding.
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I'm so happy for you. Miss you bunches...hopefully I'll get to come home for the holidays and see you then.
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