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Mar 07, 2011 14:22

Does it hurt?

[A voice comes over the feed after a few beats, sounding tired and hoarse, because this is coming from Axel who has been constantly fighting and running and other such things for the past few days. Things have finally settled down, but there's still that lingering sense of unease at the back of his mind. The Darkness is still here, ( Read more... )

c: elena mellas, axel

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music_and_leeks March 7 2011, 22:30:02 UTC

Your heart?

Of course I'd much rather be somebody

viiinote March 8 2011, 02:26:54 UTC

Why?

[Anon text] Because Simon's not going to admit to feeling like this. dontcallmedoc March 7 2011, 23:42:13 UTC

It hurt. First there was the shocking pain of nothing, then right as you get used to it, it's dragged away from you, and after the soothing numbness all the emotions grate and grind on the inside of your brain, until you feel like you're going to go insane from the sheer power of it.

And then you grow used to it, and can face the world again.

[Anon text] Poor bb viiinote March 8 2011, 02:28:13 UTC

[Interesting.]

So which would you rather be, then?

[Anon text] dontcallmedoc March 8 2011, 02:29:59 UTC

Somebody is harder, but it's better than Nobody. I miss it, but I did too many terrible things.

[Anon text] viiinote March 8 2011, 03:01:27 UTC

Define 'terrible things'.

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[Audio] amazing_jayne March 7 2011, 23:54:43 UTC

Wouldn't say it hurts. [Jayne's voice is rough too, but from an excess of emotion, not from any of the fighting] Not physically, anyway. Just feel everythin' so much stronger now, and I cain't keep a lid on 'em like I could before.

Nobody. I wanna go back. I'd go back in heartbeat if I could.

[Audio] viiinote March 8 2011, 02:29:01 UTC

[Hm.]

You're sure about that?

[Audio] amazing_jayne March 8 2011, 02:39:13 UTC

Surer than I ever been 'bout somethin' before. Maybe prefer to keep my own looks, but otherwise, I liked it. Liked the powers, liked the simplicity'a everythin', liked just not carin' 'bout all the little shit pieces a' life.

[Audio] viiinote March 8 2011, 02:48:15 UTC

...It's not easy.

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/voice/ esoteric_rose March 8 2011, 02:59:07 UTC

...Do you feel less, being nobody?

/voice/ viiinote March 8 2011, 03:05:44 UTC

You don't feel at all.

/voice/ esoteric_rose March 8 2011, 03:58:04 UTC

I wonder what that would be like. I usually feel everything...

/voice/ viiinote March 8 2011, 04:00:15 UTC

No such thing.

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[Video] ever_somnolent March 8 2011, 06:06:12 UTC

....I want to be myself.

I should be relieved, right...? ...But I remember how it was....

[He shakes his head.] ....won't be the same, but...you understand things a little more. Things you never think about. Things you take for granted....

....

....you can't get yours back...?

[Video] viiinote March 8 2011, 06:12:27 UTC

Mm. [You were one of his Assassins. He remembers that.] No. I can't.

[Video] ever_somnolent March 8 2011, 06:19:26 UTC

....why?

[Video] viiinote March 8 2011, 07:01:34 UTC

This World doesn't make it possible.

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