So you sent me a song you wrote once. Well, many songs. But anyways, I love it. On a side note, when I went to type that, I typed "I love you" haha...oops? Anyway. Like I dont know what/who you wrote it about. Maybe I could be interpreting it all wrong, I don't know. But the way I hear parts of that song...its exactly how I feel about you. ( Read more... )

I honest to God wish that I could hate you. And yeah, you have done something that definintely merits it. But did I even get angry? Nope. I said It's okay, these things happen. I was there for you, always have been, and I'm never leaving. But if all you are going to do to me is this shit, then I wish you would. All I ever wanted was to make ( Read more... )

I can't really help but notice how my lj is fast becoming the ode to someone I can never say these things to. But honestly, I need you so bad right now. Everything in my life is shot to hell. I just really need someone there who's going to tell me it'll be alright. Not only someone to tell me that, but someone who's embrace shows me that. And ( Read more... )

I know that you are scared. I'm scared too. Way more scared than I let on, I can promise you that. I'm going to share with you the best piece of advice that I was ever given. "In order to find true happiness, you have to take risks. When you put it all on the line, knowing that you could be left with a whole lot of nothing, but getting even ( Read more... )

So I hate myself. And I hate my life. I wish that I could make things go back to Christmas of 11th grade. Everything then was perfect.

I haven't updated in forever. Soon, I will update about a lot that I should/want to say. But right now, I just wanted to say school starts monday and I can't fucking wait. I'm so gay. haha

I depart for Jacksonville in 2 hours.

I had 2 job interviews today, and one thursday. maybe i won't be unemployed for much longer!!

I bitch about my mom on this thing a lot. But I just want to say that she's not at all bad. In fact, she's one of the greatest women on the planet. She is so supportive and understanding. Like a best friend. I love her.

A lot happened today. Those that need to know already do. I was really dreading today, which didn't turn out that bad. I love you guys. Thanks. <3