promised mimi I'd start updating my journal again so i thought I'd do it right now by saying mimi has a very cute new black dress and I love her loads.

I've gotten what I've been looking for, for such a long time. Hmmmm happy

For the suspicious among you,tis just someone who wants to sleep in my arms, who wants to be with me as much as I wish to be with them, not too much to ask is it?

Yeah, so I made the wrong decision whoops ( Read more... )

Awwhhh my minds acting like a pendulum swinging one way and then the other. I wanta make a decision but I just don't know......................

Good day yesterday, hike was hard enough and enjoyable,missing a few things but got to catch up them later. Real fun was last night,actually got a lift home then drove back into the star where a good bunch were hanging.Maurice,Mimi,Elaine,Marcus,Jenna and myself, strangely only myself and Jenna were actually out the hike. There was plenty of ( Read more... )

Hmmm somethings have cleared up now and I think all I may is some hope and some time, wish me luck, but I've got history on my side.

I simply don't know where to from here, mainly because I don't know where I am. Just tell me where I am and I can find way, it may not be easy or could be a path to dreams, just don't leave me here, I've had enough of here.

After two weeks of this newest of years, its seems to be a good one. Friends lost have been found again, some more yet to find(if I'd get off my lazy ass and email them), new friends also abound(but as always there future plans leave us in pain) and one friend lost to themselves, I see no hope of return. Feeling as ever lost in a fog of confusion, ( Read more... )

Bleh I hate some things about Christmas, like the needs to be somewhat socialable, to be honest I hate beening socialable, I don't really like going out and having to talk to people who I just about know. I don't mind going to house party where I'll know everyone fairly well or pub where I very friendly with the people I talking to, but just be ( Read more... )

Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bollocks, bollocky bollocks