Im not going to become the one thing I swore that I could become. I will get through this.

Wow. Its been so long since ive even touched this. Im so lost. I dont know where to go. The future I thought that laid ahead has been shattered. Back to plan b.

DAmN YOU ( Read more... )

Id be lying if I said it didnt hurt when I found it. I tried to hideit and well did it some what well. There really isnt much I can say because I have my own demons that make me run a muk too but yet the situation was still there and it was known. When I found out I sat there and thought for a long time about what am I doing with my life. Like ( Read more... )

Its stupid how only use this when Im feeling weird. Well like everyone else did I had somewhat of an eventfull weekend. Wednesday drank, thursday drank, friday drank, saturday drank, sunday dra(wait) no I didnt. Even on the nights that i said i wasnt going too i ended up doing it. They were all with the guys except on friday. Friday was BAD. I ( Read more... )

Weve been through many many things and this stuff could of killed us or put us in jail. Now, weve been through girls. Something that could of made me hate the girl and the guy just happend. Did I????? NO!!! Those two people are the most important people in my lives and how can I just throw them away like that. Boy...you know man. Since the ( Read more... )

You could have been all I wanted ( Read more... )

same ol same ol. It usually ends like this. Its like a rollercoaster. As soon as it gets good you have to go back to the end of the line. Ehh

Well this past weekend was pretty bleh. Friday had skool and went straight to work from there. Closed but luckily got out early then I had expected. I cant really remember what I did that night but im sure I just went home. Saturday woke up and went straight to work once again. I had to cover some girls shift but thought it would help out since I ( Read more... )

Well its 12:30 wednesday morning and im at pan am just using the comps. Bored as hell at my apartment and not sleepy so decided to come and finally do somewhat of an update ( Read more... )