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[lornegreen]

My plans these days always end up getting turned upside down, and more often than not it's because I end up getting suckered into... rather OUT OF, my self-loathing broodfests. You know, the ones I plan the second I wake up, the ones where I plan on spending the entire day with a dark cloud over my head feeling sorry for myself

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[lornegreen]

I was probably out for a couple of minutes, but when I finally came to, the headache was immense and so was the gigantic welt on my forehead from hitting the coffee table.

I sat up on the floor and rubbed at it, groaning. "I think I'm growing another horn," I joked. "Ow."

Caitlen was looking rather panicked. And well, she had every right to. I mean, making the psychic faint after you sang wasn't really the best sign for you.

And okay, you're probably expecting me to say that it wasn't Caitlen's singing that did it, it was her destiny. Actually, it was the other way around. It was Caitlen's singing. Not because it was bad, don't get me wrong, it's just that I hadn't done any readings in a very long time, and my mind was extremely rusty. So rusty, like I said before, that even the slightest of bad readings will give me a doozy of a headache. And that's where I was

[slaysiscaitlen]

"But you are here now. Where is Leo? He is ignoring my sister who cries almost every night that he isn't with her. She hasn't loved anyone as much as she loved him, not even Robert and Leo is killing her, by not being here."

I said firmly. I wanted him to know that he isn't the one who should be worried about people blaming him.

"And I do know what happened..helps to be a snoop."

[lornegreen]

"Well, I don't know where this Leo guys is," I told her. "Because if I did, maybe i'd go get him."

I sighed.

How come things can't ever be easy. Cut and paste. Black and white.

I wonder if this Leo guy realizes how many problems he's causing by not being here?

[slaysiscaitlen]

"Atleast your here"

I said softly as I clung to Lorne. I don't know why, but I...I just wanted to know that he was here and by curling up in his arms..that proved it.

[lornegreen]

"Yeah, i'm here," I whispered. She was clinging to me, so I guess the best thing for me to do was... cling back.

I didn't know how much consolation I would be to this girl. I was a freakin' demon.. I guess that fact didn't really matter to anyone anymore.

It mattered to me though.

[slaysiscaitlen]

I look at him

"Thank you.."

I said softly as I then rested against him again.