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Where am I

Feb 02, 2005 00:04

i don't exactly know what's been going on for the last few hours after Julie's trial, all the pain and frustration in one group of people, plus my own pain (and deep personal feeling that this was my fault). I wanted to help but until I thought of the next thing that I could do or say I was no good to anyone. So I went to one of the most peaceful ( Read more... )

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slaysiscaitlen February 2 2005, 05:14:50 UTC

this blue woman was driving me nuts. I decided that if I wanted to find out about Angie I needed to call for Leo.

"LEO"

I called out. I wanted him to tell me where the hell my sister was.

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 06:43:30 UTC

"Angel, I am here if you need me ok"

I wrote down my cell and home number

"Please..don't do too much brooding, it isn't good for the complexion."

I said with a smile.

Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 06:57:08 UTC

I chuckled. "You sounded like you channeled Cordelia for a moment there."

At that moment I really missed Cordy. She and I could hang out together and have a good time. Now I didn't really have anyone to do that with...not even Wesley, even he was hooked up. That only left Lorne and...Spike...I could feel some brooding coming on, this wasn't good.

"Thanks for the cell phone number, I appreciate it. And I won't do too much brooding...might go see how Lorne's doing and join him and...Spike...for a drink."

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 06:59:37 UTC

"Uhh can I veto that decision? I don't think mixing you plus Spike plus alcohol plus a brooding green guy is good for anyone."

I smile at him

"Angel, maybe you should find...Buffy or go patrol and save pretty girls in alley's..don't brood you look much better when you smile."

Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 07:08:28 UTC

"Yeah, I haven't talked to Buffy in awhile...I could do that. Where is she, the manor?"

Maybe this could be my chance to score some points with her while Spike was sloshed. I couldn't believe I hadn't thought of it myself.

"Thanks, Angelina. See, you're helping out and being part of the team already...it kind of includes keeping up morale, especially mine."

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 07:19:27 UTC

"She is most likely patroling now. She probably had to get out of the house."

I said softly and then gave him a hug.

"Please stop brooding so much..you will be happy again I promise"

Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 07:25:26 UTC

"Okay, okay, point made. Now go. You have sister and boyfriend time to catch up on." I said as I hugged her again.

"I promise I won't brood tonight. I'm going to go find Buffy right now, in fact. So go."

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 07:33:06 UTC

"Yes sir boss sir"

I said as I saluted him and laughed. I then led Leo out to my car getting in and heading back to the manor to pick up Cait.

"Leo, I have some bad news"

I didn't know how I was going to tell him this.

"You can't tell Paige she will freak...and Julie will just get mad."

Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 4 2005, 22:53:23 UTC

I braced my self for the worst. I took a deep breath in, and exhaled slowly.

"Angelina just tell me..."

I didn't seem to have any other words at this point, the knot of impending doom is tightening in my stomach.

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 5 2005, 00:01:43 UTC

I looked to the road not to him as I drove.

"She is going to be convicted tomorrow..."

I said softly

"There is no stopping it."

I tried to remember the details, but I couldn't. I couldn't exactly focus on that when I was trying to drive anyway.

Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 5 2005, 06:56:15 UTC

It felt as if I had been hot with a slegde hammre in the heart. How could she be? It seemed so obvious that it wasn't her fault...why didn't anyone else see it that way?

"How, Why? I don't understand how could she be?"

I couldn't process it, it just didn't seem right.

Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 5 2005, 07:16:15 UTC

I felt horrible for him.

"Because all they want to see her as is a worthless whore who got upset when she didn't get it her way. Its easier than believing a man would pimp his daughter to a whole town."

I said softly.

"We will find a way to get her out of this, but we have to be careful."

Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 5 2005, 17:24:44 UTC

"It's all my fault, I thought I was hiding her, saving her. I thought I could just make this go away, if I had just done it right everything would be fine."

I shook my head feeling, everything, all the gulit, all the dispair it enveloped me.

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