Where am I

[itsmrwhitelight]

i don't exactly know what's been going on for the last few hours after Julie's trial, all the pain and frustration in one group of people, plus my own pain (and deep personal feeling that this was my fault). I wanted to help but until I thought of the next thing that I could do or say I was no good to anyone. So I went to one of the most peaceful place I know, atop the Golden Gate bridge. I stood Assessing, thinking, trying to come up with something helpful. We were all in a chaotic spiral and each of us needed to deal with our own personal issues while we helped Julie, otherwise we would fall apart.
Other than stating the obvious I can't do anything, So I sit waiting, thinking trying to be useful because at this point even being up here has become useless.

[open to anyone who wants Leo attention]