It's been forever since i have wrote in here, but i need to get this out...

cheerleading... does it bug anybody else that we could be so much better? we look at them teams like west ottawa and east kentwood and ask ourselves why we cant be like them... i know we can be like them! we have it in us and we all know we do! look at the way our coach ( Read more... )

About Life Today.....

IT SUCKS!

And About Love....

I'm Afraid To Say...

But It's Just About...

THE SAME!

do i really mean anything to you? i mean, do you like to tell me stuff and then let me down by doing the opposite??

right now im thinking so...

LOVE VS. LIKE ( Read more... )

Erics Song To Me ( Read more... )

i guess its just one of those nights... one of those when im worried about everything!

*i know i have to trust him again someday but its just so hard. everytime now i sit here and worry, i cant even have fun when i try to be with my friends because im worried about him! i love him with all my heart and i just dont want to be hurt. and i would ( Read more... )

( That's Fucked Up )

so im definately in love.......... its the greatest feeling ever!

what a beautiful mess,

what a beautiful mess im in,

spending all my time with you,

theres nothing else id rather do!!!!!

( bored. )

A lot of shit happened last night......

i just wish everything was back the way it was!

life sucks right now!

i dont know what to do anymore...

and ill leave it at that

hanging out with jen tomorrow after school and im SUPER excited!! :-)

i miss my baby so much! it feels like i havent seen him at all lately... i <3 you eric!

i just realized that im the luckiest girl alive!!!! even though we have been having some hard times and little arugements lately, i still have the BEST boyfriend in the world! nobody can ever top him and i wouldnt trade him for the world ( Read more... )