I'm so worried that I'm not doing this correctly ( Read more... )

a great cold wind carries me down
                                      down
                                down
to the darkest room there is.
and my own voice shouts and echoes about:
"i can't get out."
                                          and climb and meet an old soul's worries - - 
                        and  climb ( Read more... )

See therapist.

Suddenly feel like I don't have real friends.

Cry in shower and try to hang myself.

Be unsuccessful, because I'm a failure.

Go to bed and cry self to sleep.

Wake up late.

See therapist.

Repeat.

<3

Have a lot of love because it's Fall and I'm feeling good for once?

MMmmm... <3

It was necessary. Every bit. From the hello to the goodbye, it was necessary ( Read more... )

            That kid never came out of his house.

Oliver could see him if he looked through his bedroom window. He knew he was there, that he lived in that house. So why didn’t he ever come out to play?

The only boy who came out day after day was Stephen Carson, who was a year younger than Oliver. Stephen was strong and ( Read more... )

When you use another scholarship, you get the BF money back via check.
But when does this check come in??

Kitty is having diarrhoea because of her medicines.
I can't stop giving them to her, per vets orders, but I need to stop the diarrhoea. Her little anus is so swollen and she cries in pain when she uses the litter box (sometimes she can't make it there, but she tries, bless her soul).
What do I do???

I flew into town from my parents' house to deal with drama ( Read more... )

I know it sounds stupid to say it since it's still ENGLISH. . . .

But I'm learning British English. D|

FFFFFFFFFF. It's so much fun, but it hurts my head trying to keep it all straight. I'm watching a lot of British television these days to help me practice. orz