im trying to find my happiness...whatever that is.
Im sorry for all that ive put you through.
all of you.
im praying this is what i need.
thank you for trying...to understand.
I'm sorry if I hurt you.
I love you...

"don't change your mind when alls been won
your words in time with the loss that you'd let them go
don't let them fall if your grips not strong
in time decide... with the words you should let them go"

I've been going through so much in the past...what...i have no fucking idea...for what seems like forever....it varies day to day....well honestly...it ( Read more... )

besides the fact that ive had a fever for 2 days now.....and a cough and sinus problem that seems to never go away ( Read more... )

party tonight ( Read more... )

You are


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Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

well..i mean...despite i would have rather not have had to see or talk to him...but fuck it ( Read more... )

really....dont the cops have better things to do then bust a party with underaged kids who really werent even that drunk....especially a party that was raising money for the AIDS WALK ( Read more... )

ok i havent been involved in the whole lj world in a bit....simply because ive been dealing with too much shit...and because my computer isnt at the apartment yet. it shall be soon. i miss it ( Read more... )

finding new ways to channel my anxiety, stress, lonliness, fear, and well...every fucking thing else ( Read more... )