im gonna die, i think im not in the right college in ucsd which will be a major problem if i go there. im gonna shoot myself right now.

ahhh nyu application submitted, im afraid i may have forgotten something

if you already read over my poems on myspace then you can just go past this entry but if not let me know what you think.

1st poem - more emo

i am sorrow love
you are the banister over which i hang
i put the gun back in the drawer
because both ways youre gone
but only one way lets you enjoy the fall before death

youre always faked out
and im always ( Read more... )

just fuckin read marissa's lj

its so weird when you find things out about people...like you get too much information at once and then youre stuck thinking about it. i mean, of course you want to know but sometimes your just blown away for a moment because of the things you find out. some good, some bad, always interesting. id think that most people would be glad not to have ( Read more... )

marissa says my hair is unhealthy

well...today is moving day. ive been packing up stuff for the majority of the morning and i dont think all the stuff i need to fit in my car is going to fit. annoyingness. ive been wanting to move out of this crappy apartment so bad and now that i am i feel like its taking forever to do what i need to do ( Read more... )

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reasons i hate this apartment ( Read more... )