I cant believe its been over a year since I wrote in this thing.... I dont even know why I decided to look at it... maybe because I wanted to relive high school lol.... maybe not...

So, in 5 days Im getting married... Crazy huh?

I never really thought I would get married, but Im am very very happy about it. I love Jay very much... Wish me luck

I wish i was home... but I will be home in 9 days, yup thats right, count them down people! lol ( Read more... )

Fuckin guys...

I swear, the next time I go to get involved with one, Im gonna make for damn sure that Im not going to get hurt.

Im going to see Jay today!! Im soo excited!

Im sick... it sucks... Im tired... I need sleep...

Im happy, oh so happy! Jay makes me happy! Yay!

I am happy. My life is going well right now. Its good. I like it this way. Im with Jay, which is awesome... He makes me so happy, I love him to death. Its been sooo long since Ive liked him. And finally I get him. lol... Im glad I have him. I feel so blessed to have someone like him ( Read more... )

So today is November 3rd... 2 months till I come home.. I cant wait. I really miss home... I need my Kassi and my Jessica... Things are soo complicated... I really really need to figure my life out... I wish God would lighten up a little... I know I cant expect Him to just say poof and have everything be ok... but I wish...

I wanted to come home so bad... Especially for Kassi's birthday... I guess Im going to have to try harder for a later date! Wish me luck!

Sometimes I wonder is this whole Disney thing is worthwhile, ya know? I feel lonely a lot because I dont have the friends that I had before right beside me. Maybe I lean on them a little too much, I dunno... I just want to see Kassi and Jessica again.... I miss them... I want to see Paul too... I miss him more than anything, but I dont know if the ( Read more... )

So its been a while since I last posted... I got a nudge from Kassi so I figured that Id write. I dont really know what to write besides that things are ok. Its not bad and its not good, Im alive though. Im missing people though. Kassi, Jessica, and mostly Paul, even though things arent the same between us. I kinda wish we never broke up. I think ( Read more... )