I used to meet someone here ( Read more... )

So many things have been floating through my mind lately...I think I'm slipping back into another state of nihilism where I have so many things to say but no one in particular that I want to say those things to ( Read more... )

So I asked G. today for space and I got exactly what I was expecting, respect and mild affection and absolutely no illusions of being able to turn back the passions of time ( Read more... )

"Keep your eye on the prize and your hand on the plow. It’s easy to lose sight of what you want, especially if you haven’t gotten it. I know it’s less work to put the wish away, to pretend that the wish itself has disappeared. But it’s important to know what your prize is, because that is part of who you are. Whether it’s financial stability, two ( Read more... )

So a new chapter in my peripheral life has begun. I say peripheral because the events of another person's life don't really impact me directly; but it's good to keep tabs on your feelings towards a subject that once had explosive implications, but has since been taking a more graceful turn thanks to clear thinking and emotional honesty ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately about journeys, about the places and distances that people travel to reach new places and begin new lives ( Read more... )

I was going to start this journal entry by saying that I shouldn't have come back here, not when everything is still standing as a monument to times gone by. But then I read the last entry I left here, le retour, and realized that this is the right place to be; not only because it's familiar, but also because I can see that this journal is ( Read more... )

i've come back to this journal nearly two years after i first closed it as a private place to eviscerate my thoughts and all those unbridled feelings that have nowhere else to go in my seemingly normal and organized life ( Read more... )

closin' up this journal! thanks for the good times :)

I love Larry. The End.

1st narrative I've ever finished...