I've lived on my own for nearly 6 weeks and I sorta like it.

There is one down side.

I'm really lonely.

Back to work today and I really don't want to go. I want to stay holed up in the house for another while, but I can't. 
I really don't want to see people cuz they're asking questions I can't answer - how's G doing? His in mum doing ok?  No, they aren't but people don't want to hear the truth.

I spent yesterday in front of the tv, in my pjs, knitting ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning in quite a good mood. Did a wee bit round the house, watched a DVD and knitted ( Read more... )

There was a lot of running around today but basically that was it. Arrangements are all sorted for Thursday, insertions are in the paper and I finished a sock. G's aunt has been watching me knit this sock for a few days now, totally fascinated cuz she knits herself, so I purposely didn't cast on sock 2 last night and showed her how to do it this ( Read more... )

I went with G this afternoon to the funeral home with glasses for his dad. The girl took them into the rest room place and we followed a few minutes later. It wasn't good. It was as far from good as you can get. Up to this point G was doing quite well.... little moments of grief followed by a right lets get this done attitude, but this was ( Read more... )

Some progress has been made for the funeral -  most likely thursday morning but this can't be confirmed until the office opens on tuesday. we're getting there though, bit too slowly for D's liking I think but what can I do ( Read more... )

Its been over 3.5 years since I last graced the pages of LJ. So much has happened. Some things good. Some things bad. But I just struggle on, buy yarn and hope for the best ( Read more... )

Sightly annoyed at the minute. It was someone I know's birthday last week, and although we're not on speaking terms, I sent her a card. I sent it, not to open the lines of communication etc, but to wish her  happy birthday ( Read more... )

Well, its been a slightly eventful week if I’m honest. Last Sunday, I was walking Tintin and I noticed a scab thing on his nose (he had a leaf stuck to his tongue and was having issues removing it, so that’s when I noticed it) I ask at home if anyone remembered him cutting his nose and no one did. On Monday I left work early and took him to the vet ( Read more... )