"So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different. The clanking of Crystal. Explosions off in the distance. So this is the new year. And I have no resolutions for self assigned penance, for problems with easy solutions ( Read more... )

I really completely forgot that I had one of these and I'm SO glad I remembered. Looking back on old entries is really somewhat of a relief. I'm not sure why ( Read more... )

or at least it feels like it. Last night was incredible. I let him go. I told him no. I shouted and I screamed. I cried and cried until I couldn't feel my lungs. Now, I feel like someone shot me with love, yet this time I created that love all by myself. For the first time, ever, I am beguiled, guiltless and beaming of happiness. I kicked Kyle out ( Read more... )

This is so weird. Don't you all miss the past when you look through your old entries? It's almost depressing I think, that we're so focused on the past, we can't even see a good thing when its right in front of us. I don't know. Maybe I'm off on a tangent. Who cares? I'm glad to be alive and well ( Read more... )

Mrs. Dragoos words have raptured in my head for like three weeks now ( Read more... )

is all that I hear about and its about time we stop talking about basketball and focus on something more interesting, like oh I don't know underwater basketweaving ( Read more... )

In France, I fell in love with a boy from Monte Carlo. And now I can't think about anything else.

How is everyone?

I'm not kidding. This is it everyone. Today, I have my audition with Berklee. If I get in... that's what I'm doing with the rest of my life. If I don't get in, I won't be able to breathe, in which case I'll die.

Why does everyone ask me if I'm okay when I'm crying my brains out. Of course I'm NOT okay, would I be crying for no reason? Be compassionate and just leave me alone if I look like I don't want to be bothered. And if you must ask, do it in the privacy of somewhere other than a public place, thank you ( Read more... )

Dear Matt,
You are awesome. Thank you for giving me one of the best rides home I've ever had...
Sasha
P.S. Thanks for the great day as well!