this summer ive acted without thinking...and i did some things i NEVER thought i would allow myself to do. thankfully, im learning from all thoes mistakes now...and God is making good and sure that im learning the hard way NEVER to do those things again, at least not without SERIOUS concideration of what im doing and if its REALLY the right thing. ( Read more... )

summer crushes are exciting <3

none of my friends even use livejournal anymore as far as i know, i just thought it might be a good way to get some things off my chest ( Read more... )

happy is an underestimated word ( Read more... )

so much , ive learned lately , is ONE BIG GIANT LIE ( Read more... )

life is hard !

and complicated -
and im ready for a little peace , at least ONE DAY of complete happiness -

where i dont have to worry about what i need to get done and what i want & wish i had ...
BLLLLEHHHHHH

( g o d <3 )

excited - pissed - cocky - athletic - smart - silly - goofy - dumb - annoyed - frustrated - loved - hated - ignored - hungry - full .... i felt ALL of those things in JUST the first half of my day ( Read more... )

im sick of you trying to play both sides of the fence ( Read more... )

i need to stop some of my bad habbits - they are not having the best of an effect of me -

and as much as at the time being they are a blast - eventually they are going to catch up to me and kick me in the butt !